just a thought about chessquenn and about others that might have a deeper inisight

[Spliffjiffer]

Chessqueen, yeah the talk is about u,... sometimes i feel blue, just to see a color that makes me feel this or another way around and then i think about what could i look for again...my 1st thought is chess...im a member here since some years and i feel as beeing part of the discussion...some people cant stand me, some people think im not suited to fill an adequate conversation with them and others consider me as not convenient enough and are going to ignore me...thats a fine way to destiguish between friends and foes in terms of stupid ignoranse and idiotic ways to think about a "foe-list"-should i lough until i will die, no... i feel not bad so far... thinking we do the best we have...now i will sneaky come to your personality (while intelligent people like Guenther are speaklessly out of my range, eg as well)...u have an interest in telling things and u share our all obsession, thats a good thing i can observe...please do not stop posting things about chess ure intersted in !...lets get a bit dirty now: your analysis lacks in precision and u have often a personal view that is not suitable for a detailed severe analysis made for hours and hours....some reserches are very deep and u make them look as interpretations but these guys made a serious, very serious analysis, and that is NOT ONLY an interpretation anymore...they looked so deep that (i mean these guys look for hours and not minutes and are very serious about patterns....its very hard to negate them) its more than a paradigm than a serious thouht....these analysis are heavily, heavly seriously considered and its out of this world that any guy dares to say its wrong until he finds a whole in these considerations...we err of course but its the deepest thing u can get within hours and hours we spent on it....if ure interesting lies in conversaton or sparing thoughts its one way but if u like to share variations than u should turn on all your engines make your thoughts and let them run, run baby

[towforce]

Not quite sure what this is about, but I'll say a couple of things on the off chance that my contribution might be helpful:

* if you keep asking questions about computer chess, then over time it's a near certainty that you'll get better at asking questions about computer chess. If this thread is narrowly about that, then the key is to find ways to ignore people who are rude about the apparent lack of quality in your questions (those people are likely to have a self-esteem problem)

* if this is about personal growth, then I can direct you to a method that will deliver steady results. Over time, steady results become good results (1% better in a week is easy - and in a year that delivers 1.01^52=68% improvement), and more importantly, will get you through some key blockages / tipping points in your growth journey